(excerpt from a staff account) …while listening to this song, many might be curious why the song is called like this. What does it mean? What does it refer to? When I knew the name before listening to the song, I also thought whether it was a heart-breaking love song, why Jaejoong had to name this song like this. Thanks to P’Kung (T/N 411 CEO) that gave us the light. P’Kung said that Jaejoong composed it to his friends who passed away when Jaejoong was in the US. You guys still remember that? P’Kung said when he listened to this song and know the meaning of it, he felt goosebump because it was so deep and he didn’t expect that JJ would be able to convey the feeling this much.
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the song is really magical ;___;
Finding out the In Heaven is dedicated to the late Park Yongha just makes me love the song and Jae even more TT__TT I am touched.
To those people who decide to throw away such a precious friend or use him or advertise that you are his friend without really caring about him I feel sorry for you.
In life I wish I had such special friends too.
I am glad that period of hard life for Jaejoong is over now. At that time he was in a country where he couldn’t communicate properly, his friend committed suicide, he was stressed after Japan dropped them, and Junsu was also in the hospital TT__TT
@Pheonixia, please borrow to me your words. ¡Absolute DITTO!
junsu in hospital? when? why? omo…i never knew this before…
He got sick when they were in LA recording “The Beginning.” His fever spiked so they sent him to the hospital. He might have stayed overnight at most.
@Pheonixia agree.
i dont want to jugde them cause im sure Jae will try forgive them if they apologize to him but i just wish those people never come around Jae anymore.
Is that Park Yong ha
oh dear
Jae is so deep.
OMG!! really? this is so sad T___T
Awww Jaejoong T____T I love the song even more now.
I honestly believe Mr. Park Yongha is up there watching over Jaejoongie, Chunnie & Junsu! Jaejoongie, you’re our angel but he’s yours 🙂
@YouMeLove, ¡Nice words, girl!
OH MY GOD!! my joke become real O______O
a few days a goy I joking with my friend and I said this song for yongha and now O____O
Yikes.
@Jaebiased -> Your joke is lame.
it’s true that even when you don’t understand language spoken in a song or musical techniques within, a song itself and its music will still be able to touch your deep emotion when the artist creates it with all of his living being.
or at least, i feel so ’bout this song after just first listening from not so hq fancam.
when the 1st time I heard this song, I tottaly shed a tears.. eventough I didn’t know the lyric at all.. the power of music I think T___T
Me too
i teared up
and now that i know the sincere emotions behind it this song becomes truly precious
It was because Jaejoong poured all his feelings through the song.
me three, i dont even know korean, but i cry.
i feel the same…i didnt know the meaning of it, but i fell in love with the song, it maks u feel love..and now that i know what it means and about who it is..
gosh i lov those guys…they’r the best…not idol anymore, they’r artits….JYJ fighting!!!
..i’ts really good that he wrote this song and that he decided to also sing it with his two buddys..i also had lost friend and i’ts really hard to cope with that ( especially in suicide cases),but music helped me a lot and i think/truly hope that it helps Jae even more,when he sings out his pain on the stage..
@zum. I understand you and JJ very well because my boyfriend’s best friend also committed suicide. He was more than devastated because he couldn’t understand why his friend did that. It was a few years ago, but he isn’t fully recovered yet. He always remember his friend with sorrow, and he hasn’t been able to find another friend like his deceased one.
Didnt Jae once say that PYH was one of his his best friends
i cant imagine what it would feel like.
He must have been heart broken.
Yes.
He did mentioned that Park Yong Ha and Kim Hyun Joong are his best buddy during Come to Play with DBSK.
Gosh… jaejoong is just the best… i can;t help but fall in love with him more and more!
DITTO, sam-sam my friend. I love Jaejoong with all my heart. He’s precious outside and inside.
jj you’re precious friend is in a better place now, you can rest assured! wow hyung joon from ss501 also dedicated one of his solo songs “heaven” to yong ha as well. Check it out also a good listen. <33
Man after knowing the meaning of the song, then listen to it while reading the lyrics i feel like crying it such a beatiful song, good job jae sarangae
In heaven HQ fancam:
–> clear video, high quality audio to enjoy their singing 🙂
Thank you!! Its sooooooooo beautiful!!!
Thank you so much…
It is so beautiful and deep…I feel it to the bone..*sob*sob*sob*
I love this song & feel so touching for both melody & lyrics !!! I feel it’s very deep thinkings inside Jaejoong’s heart!! Anyway, it’s a very good song for JYJ …. JJ,I love you more and more , day by day!! I love JYJ forever …….
V@_^V
omg.. park yongha, hope u realized for long time u got friends to back u up here.. now they are missing u so much.. RIP. the song is indeed daebak!
Really touching!
*sobs*
I knew it! He really was devastated and in pain when his friend died… he talks about follow him? Oh, Jae! We must be thankful that he is strong and has 2 real friends beside him.
*sobs*
“In Heaven”. Beautiful!
This song is so beautiful, & even more poignant knowing the inspiration behind it.
RIP Park Yongha.
I am floored, really. Amazing heart. I hope he wasnt contemplating on “joining.” Fighting!
This song and the way they performed it touched my heart deeply.. we can feel and see so many emotions in this performance.. it was written with so much love and sorrow.. My heart aches reading the lyrics.. how Jaejoong felt when he lost his precious friend.. this song is heartbreaking.. this song is a masterpiece..
Park Yongha, you are loved and so very much missed.. hope you found peace and happiness where you are now..
Omg I’ve read a comment in YouTube saying that it might be for him and it’s really true
I feel like I wanna cry and hug jaejoong T-T
I can’t imagine what will happen to me if that was my best friend 😦
I can’t even imagine what Jaejoong was going through at the time. Having to deal with a lawsuit on top of other things and then finding out his good friend passed away in Korea and not being to fly back in time. 😦
It all makes sense now..
And the lyrics became more poignant.
Hhmm..didn’t PYH tried to contact JJ before his death? Damn..first the 1 day trip to korea,now this..his burden is far greater than what he allowed us to see 😥
if i’m not mistaken, they (JJ & PYH) were on the phone on the day before PYH suicide, and they even promised to going for drink after JJ back to Korea (from US). That’s why Jaejoong too shocked when he knew about PYH death.. 😦
lovely song from sadness memory. I think Jae already recover from the sadness and can go on happily. It is true that Jae always holds lots of things by himself and now I’m happy he can express that through his songs. This is a better way than just get drunk.
OMG – love this song even more!
ehhh.. as much as i find it touching.. i just wish mr. kung is wrong when he said that Jaejoong wrote In Heaven for Ying ha.. cause when i read the lyrics.. theres a line there that im really worried about..
“now i’m going to follow your path”
not cool…
i think that line meant somthing like
he will follow PYH’s footstep in continuing
his work and life as an actor an artiste…
i remember JJ mentioned something like that
during one of his interviews after the incident,
something abt continuing his hyung’s life in that way.
There is a different translation of the song, instead it’s “no longer following your path”
Not to forget the song was translated by ear, and with the screams of the fans, not easy to understand everything perfectly..
Jae is such a sweetheart.
Apart from looking like an angel, he has a heart made of gold..
How anybody can throw away a friend like that is beyond me. They will regret, surely!
Jae is a very deep person. I’m so glad during these period, he has Chunnie and Su and many other friends to support him. I cannot imagine this sweetheart being lost and helpless..
Fans gave him strength too. So pls stay by him.
Not even a million bulldozer is gonna pull me away from him!!!!!
We’ll fight a million bulldozers together.
yes, i will with you !
Oh, Jeje. 😦 You have the biggest heart.
I hope Yongha rests in peace, and I pray that his family and friends are coping well.
this song really touching…..T_T
@shadow : ‘How anybody can throw away a friend like that is beyond me. They will regret, surely!’
i agree with u….it’s easy to create a new friendship and an enemy but it’s hard to find the real bestfriend….
Yes! And those people had the luxury to find one but they threw him again… I cannot fanthom…
Threw away, I mean.
I interpret this song as someone who still loves and longs for someone who has to leave him/her. Due to circumstances that he/she didn’t wish to happen, they had to be apart. It was too painful to bear, and he/she couldn’t accept the truth of their separation, and that perhaps they could no longer bring back to what they used to be before. So he/she wants to think they’re all lies, and somehow wishes that someday somewhere somehow they’d be together again. However, he/she knows inside him/herself that he/she no longer knows what the other person feels for him/her. He/she is no longer sure if the other person still feels the same way for him/her. So, he/she is silently screaming to love him/her again, for he/she couldn’t say that in front of the other person anymore as they are apart. But he/she has to move on. Even on that little memory that they had, they somehow shared the same dream. So he/she wants to keep walking on that dream, because by doing so, he/she is reliving the memories of that other person, and living with the other person’s dreams as well.
This song, I think, can be dedicated to someone who used to be very close and special to you. It could be your lover, your friend, or your family. It depends on how you interpret it, but the meaning of the song is so special, because it clearly expresses JJ’s feelings. I think, even now, he’s still hurting, and he probably has a hard time coping whenever memories come back rushing to him. I feel bad for him, but at the same time I feel warmed by him with the love and tenderness he’s trying to convey. I can’t say anything bad for that person for leaving for whatever reason even if it meant hurting JJ, because that person still holds a special place in his heart. If I say anything bad for that person, then I would be insensitive and disregarding JJ’s feelings.
If you used to really love and care for someone, then you suddenly are separated for some reasons, it would probably take years for you to move on. You might be able to move on, but you can’t forget. For an ordinary guy, I guess, it wouldn’t take too long to move on, but it’s JJ. He has the gentlest personality, in my honest opinion, like a mother waiting for her kids at home. So, let’s just let him and let time will heal all wounds.
love your comment ❤
I know he is uffering I hope he will recover soon.
@ Nichie
Yes, he did,. PYH contacted Jae, a day before he was decided to commited suicide..
What a beautiful song with a beautiful meaning..though at the 1st time when i hear it, i dunno what the meaning on it, but listening to that song make me shed tears..*sorry for my bad english*^^, i am new here,.yoroshiku ne minna san
My heart still breaks for Jae everytime PYH is brought up. It hurts losing a great friend. He must really miss him. In Heaven is such a beautiful song. PYH must have been proud up there.
In Heaven is a very sad song. It make me remember my late mom. I miss her so much this days…I keep thinking, its been a very long time since the last time I see her. Of course its a stupid way of thinking coz she will never come back. But this longing feeling that I feel everyday, it just cant be help.
Mom rest in peace.Mom, I love you.
aww you. I am sorry for your loss 😦
seriously In Heaven make me miss her even more. That’s why I love the song so very much. Sorry for bringing this up.
omg … u make me cry !!!!!!! … oh my god … my god take a god care for u and your mom in heaven ,,, HUG ,,, TT^TT
My mom died because of cancer. Even during her sickness she worry about us above her suffering.
I know a Lady who is is in the same situation
Hers is terminal so there is no hope.
She has a young daughter. I know her older siblings will take good care of her but once she loses her mom she will have no one because her father died before she was born.
I cannot imagine what you went through.
I will go visit that lady today because of what you said
Do visit her. Cancer patient or terminally ill patient need emotional support the most above anything else. Simple gesture like smile is all it takes to make them happy.
You made me cry, I know how you feel, we are on the same shoes, my mom died because of cancer too, it was such a dilemma … watching your mother dying, counting days…
my God, my tears won’t stop flowing…
hugs….my pray goes for your mom too. Those that still have a mom beside you, do appreciate her. do cherish her and love her as hard as you can. There’s no replacement for a mom. there would never be like new mom or 2nd mom. Mother is just irreplaceable.
oh gosh you also made me cry X(
my dad died for cancer last May, he suffered for almost 1 years and under surgery about 3 times. I miss him so much, cause he is my greatest supporter in my life.
DAD rest in peace. Mom, sis and me are doing great and we always keep you in our heart.
hugs….my pray goes for him too.
i wish i were given a chance to ever make a wish, i wish there would be a cure for cancer.
wants to hug you all..!!!! we’re family here.. ! let’s cry on each (cyber) shoulders..
you really make me cry…..actually my bestfriend mother has passed away a month ago,she has a cancer too…because her dad died for long time ago so now my bestfriend alone in her house because her brother and sisters has married and have own family…..she miss her mother so much and everytime she was alone, he’s always cried…..:(
hug u all
HUG ALL…
yes i wish there would.they kept saying is just a gene that grow abnormal way so if only able to stop it.
I suffer cancer luckily i was very early case and i took chemotherapy that drug feeling and side effect are cannot forgettable.
hope there will be better treatment for cancer and early finding.
I lost my father he suffered cancer i survived cos my mom.Mom no one can love like mom does.
@9mmleftshinki your mom will be proud of u i can say it by reading your comments
sorry for ur loss bb,, *hugs*
Oh my god… *hugs you*
This song made my cry so much… I hope your mom and my mom are watching over us right now. She passed away almost 4 yrs ago from cancer…
I always ask my mom to help me see/do the right things, and I believe she is doing that.
*hugs everyone very tightly*
I am sorry for your grief & loss, especially my lovely twin. My older brother is dead, (not from cancer), & I know the pain never really goes away. You just bury it deep inside & learn to live with it, but you always carry it with you.
There is a song by an Australian lady called Kate Miller-Heidke called “The Last Day On Earth” – I’d give you the youtube link, but I don’t know how, & whenever I need to cry I listen to her song over & over again & remember my brother.
For everyone here who has lost a family member or friend, my deepest sympathy & condolences. God, I’m crying now too! ♥
TT____________TT
gosh… imma look that up later at home since i can’t access that at work… but thanks so much bb!
Reading all the above accounts just made me weep. I am so sorry for all who have lost their loved ones.
you make me cry, bb!*HUG*i miss my family too!
The first time I heard this song I had goosebumps & tears suddenly flowed from my eyes…At that time I don’t know the meaning of the lyrics yet coz I dont understand Korean.All I know is that its a sad song..
I really believe that MUSIC IS THE UNIVERSAL LANGUAGE coz you can understand it just by its melody alone & how the singer sang it(in this case how JYJ sang it)
Now that I learned that its dedicated to PYH,I suddenly remember my dearest grandmother.She was the first closest person in my life who died.Its been 8 years already but until now I still cry everytime I think of her(just like now)and before,the song that reminds me of her is Can’t cry hard enough by Williams bros,but I guess this is the one that fits my emotions perfectly..
to my grandma,I love you & I really miss you so much!
and to Park Young Ha,you are so lucky that in your life,you had a friend that a lot of people loves to have…you don’t know how many people envies you,I know that you’re watching over him..in your next life I hope that you’ll be tougher..May you rest in peace..
RIP Park Yongha,,,, n i love u JJ~
Woah…
this song makes me cry. T.T
…TT..remembering me an episode of come to play variety show…in where the members asked to sending a text message to their celebrity friend with content “what do i mean to you” .. Jj sends one of his message to park young ha hyung and he got a reply that said “you are cassiopeia of my heart, let’s get together for drinks when you have time”
…they surely have a strong realationship… Thanks a lot for posting this admin..*takesabow*… Jj definitely have my respect..
TT____________TT man you make me remember~~~~
…his reply makes me teary… I don’t know..but that kind of words.. “you are cassiopeia of my heart”… Somethin’ precious and important..i think he knew how important cassiopeia for jae..when they went out together and jj got drunk..high possibilities jj talking about what cass mean to him..
do someone have a link on that Come to Play episode where PYH texted JJ when they were challenged to text a celebrity friend and answer the question “what do I mean to you” I could not find it.. please..
Unnie can download it from megaupload.. The file size is 751mb.. And park yong ha answer at 34:33..
Here the link
http://www.kpopweb.net/2009/11/081027-mbc-come-to-play-dbsk-eng-sub.html
WOw @Pyopyo thanks!!!!!!! been looking for this!*hugs you tight*
Our JaeJoong is really really precious. I couldn’t get why some of his best friends had so much courages to defame his reputation without any hesitation. What a good friend they’re !!!
It doesn’t take “courage” to defame someone’s reputation, it takes cowardice.
¡Oh, yeah! HM are very good friends. It took them less than an hour to forget their bonds with JYJ and to crash JYJ’s deepest feelings an to cast them into oblivion. ¡Very good friends and brothers indeed!
HM as in HoMin,right? I wish Jae Joong also referred to this song to HoMin. This song and their voice in this song is so deep that my eyes got teary whenever I listen to this song. Hope this song also dedicated to HoMin and hope that HoMin could understand the deep feelings and hardtimes of JYJ and become oneTVXQ once again.
I must say that this is the song from JYJ that I like the most so far. It gave me the goosebumps while I was listening to it live though at that time all I could understood was the ‘don’t go’ ‘lies’ & ‘I love you’ part but still I could feel that my heart was clenching really tight…*sigh*…though I’ve always known that JJ is a good composer but I’ve never thought he would be this great. I don’t know who composed the original love in the ice and w…I thought these songs and the composers are one of the legend, and now, JJ can be put at the same level as them. Jaejoong ah~ stop surprising me……you make me feel shock *running & screaming*
I want to share this Lotte CF with Park Yong Ha and JYJ