Lima, 13-03-2012
by Shuheilove of JYJ3
How to start; I can’t find the right words although my heart is a storm of feelings. Today, something is missing……… No, someone is missing……. There’s a big empty space into my heart……… They left that space when they went away……. I can’t explain exactly why but I miss them a lot…….. You aren’t going to believe this but I even went to the Jockey Plaza Mall today, the last place they visited and I ate my lunch sitting in the very same chair Junsu was sat 24 hours before; the place where he took that pic he tweeted…………. Maybe it’s because I don’t know when I’m going to be able to meet them live again…… Maybe that means I really love them. It doesn’t matter if I am an anonymous person to them; if I am a flower in the morning breeze. I am here and I really am attached to them. It’s not a caprice, it’s not that they’re gorgeous, it’s not that I just like their voices; they are now a part of me; a part of my life. It doesn’t matter if some bad intended people try to make them look as evil and arrogant artists; that only mean they are humans, and I love them for being humans with both qualities and flaws because that makes them authentic, and I love and accept them exactly as they are.
Let’s go back in time to the last Saturday when they arrived to Lima. In the morning I went to the explanada with my daughter and my friends and in the afternoon I went to Miraflores. I’m not going to explain the details but since the beginning I wanted to buy an “Alpaca” sweater for my baby and there’s a wonderful store in the first floor of the Marriot Hotel where JYJ were hosts. I went there and I was looking at the sweaters and the handicrafts when my girl told me someone was coming. Inside the building, things were peaceful and when I came by the store’s door, there was Yoochun looking a little lost. He looked so beautiful and peaceful that I wasn’t able to ask him for an autograph. I decided to let him be and to keep that wonderful moment in my mind forever. Even though, I asked him if he was lost and he answered “I am waiting for the elevator” showing me the sweetest smile in the world. Then the elevator arrived and he took it. I finished my shopping and I had to go to the lobby in the second floor to talk to the concierge. When the elevator opened its door, I stepped out. I talked to the miss and I had to wait for a few minutes so I decided to sit in the living room. I was there distracted when some of the dancers appeared in the room and they were chatting happily. After a few minutes, Malik Yousef appeared too, and he was also chatting. Almost the whole staff were there; wonderful magic moment. Then I finished my errand and I left the hotel with a huge smile and a bright face and we went for pizza, but that’s another story.
On Sunday morning we went to the explanada to help with the distribution of some stuff to support Jaejoong. The line was huge by then and the weather was very hot. We ended up all sweaty and exhausted but fortunately I brought my umbrella to protect our heads from the sun. One of my friends ended up sunstroke and the other sunburn like a fried chicken; the sacrifices we make for our men. We went back to the hotel, which is located close to the explanada, to get ready for the concert. Since the stage was organized in such way that everybody would be able to have a great view, there was no need to camp.
In the afternoon we left the hotel by 04:45 pm. We were more than ready for the concert and full of expectations. When we got there, the line was surrounding the block. By 06:00 approximately, JYJ arrived to the explanada in a van which passed by our side and we waved to them. After 2 ½ endless hours waiting in line, we entered the venue at last.
The place was full and we had to separate because my friends had VIP tickets and both my baby and I had SVIP and although the place was full, surprisingly the SVIP section had a lot of room and was comfortable enough to avoid pushing and stomping. We waited for a few minutes and by 08:10 the concert started……… ¡YES!!
Three dark shadows appeared in the stage and we listened to “Empty” music, and there were JYJ IN RED. We saw Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu while they were singing “Girl I swear I never going through this again……..” ¡What a vision!! At last the dream was becoming true…. ¡YEAH! Ok, I have to confess this: Everybody knows I am a surrendered Jaeharem and ¡GOD! Jaejoong was looking gorgeous with his muscled arms exposed and his beautiful face showing a sweet smile; Yoochun, ¡Oh dear! How handsome and manly is he, but the one who captured my eye was…. ¡JUNSU! He looked as I never had seen him before; extremely sexy and gorgeous with his red outfit glued to his yummy body, his chest, his shoulders, his muscled arms and his tummy exposed and his blond hair like fire. He was in front of me moving his hips in a delicious way and all I was able to say was ¡OH MY GOD!! And that was all for me. Although I was looking and drooling at the three of them moving their hips and singing like angels, my eyes were stuck to Junsu and I kept looking for him all the time since then. They were close to me, no more than 10-12 feet and when they walked over the runway, they were even closer and that was like a piece of heaven on earth to feel such happiness and extreme emotion. My JYJ men were in front of me at last, being sexy, naughty and sweet at the same time, and taking my breath away minute by minute.
As an adult woman with responsibilities, I behaved properly all the time and to be honest, that wasn’t a problem. To express ones emotions is not necessary to act like a crazy teenager, besides somehow my mind and thoughts were clearer and centered by that moment. I was able to appreciate Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu as they are; gorgeous, sexy, sweating vital energy through every pore of their precious skin and with sweet naughty smiles over their faces. They sang and danced in a hot and tasty way, I can’t remember the exact order but “Ayyy Girl” was the second song and I was waiting for Malik to do the rapping but he never appeared, LOL. “Be my girl” with Junsus’s delicious hip thrusts with the audience screaming insanely; Yoochun’s solo “I love you” with the sexy dancers touching him and dancing in a provocative way around him; “Be the one” which I really meant to be while singing it and looking at my stunning and yummy JYJ men; “Fallen Leaves” precious and meaningful; “Chajatta” with its soft and sweet sound; “In Heaven”, absolutely wonderful to hear them singing it live, their harmonies and their great voices mixed in one with their feelings blossoming in the stage; “Mission”, which rhythm I love and I enjoyed it to the top specially the “fuck off no more talk” part; “I.D.S.” wanting to deal scenario with them; “Pierrot”, feeling like a puppet in JYJ’s hands because by that moment they were able to do what they wanted to me and I couldn’t resist them; “Get Out”, with the strong lyrics and the outstanding choreography (I love Jung Gun Young) and “Empty remix” as the final song to close the concert.
Everything happened in a few seconds for me; it was like a rollercoaster and the time literally flew in a blink of my eyes. Despite all the inconveniencies with the ears and bows over some heads and the JYJ fan that the girl in front of me insisted in lifting up blocking my view, I enjoyed JYJ’s concert greatly. My baby was smiling from ear to ear and she kept saying “thank you mommy, I’m having the greatest time in my life. I will never forget these moments”; that was the best. Two dreams became true that night: Meeting Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu live and giving my daughter the best and unforgettable fifteen years gift ever. She always liked Junsu the most but now she said after the concert she doesn’t know who she likes the most among the three because they are equally beautiful before her eyes, and to be honest, before my eyes too. I will never forget the beauty of Chun’s face and his sweetness; Jaejoong’s gorgeousness and his lovely, tender and true smile which lightens his face; and Junsu’s hotness that I hadn’t imagine to be like this in reality, his inner tiger unleashed in front of my eyes. The sad thing is it has to come to an end sometime, and it ended that night on March 11 / 2012 by 10:00 but it will remain in our minds and hearts forever, and also in my video camera because I managed to record almost all the concert in it, even their words to us. I was laughing at Chun’s obvious question “Guys, I am curious; how did you meet us?” And the answer “Through the internet”, oh dear, but of course, how else? It was very funny but I can understand JYJ’s curiosity because out of nowhere they had an enormous amount of South American fans without noticing it. They also seemed to be pleased with the fanboys attending the concert; they even asked them to shout. Magical moments to treasure in our souls.
Before finishing the whole JYJ adventure in Lima, I have something else to say. My friends flew back home on Monday and they decided to leave early to the airport with the secret hope of meeting JYJ there, but we didn’t knew their flight was scheduled in the midnight and they were going to ride Lima that day. I stayed with my baby and a lovely Dominican friend and we decided to do some shopping because we needed some gifts for our families so we went to the Jockey Plaza Mall. We visited the place and had lunch and we bought some stuff. When we were leaving and about to take a taxi, my friend said: “My camera, my camera”. Both my baby and I were looking at her thinking maybe she had lost it somewhere, but nooooo. Suddenly, there were Koreans passing by my side and I could recognize the dancers, the choreographer, the hair stylist and Malik Yousef. The whole staff were there entering the mall but sadly, with all the things we had bought, we couldn’t stay with them. Later we saw Junsu’s and Yoochun’s tweets; they were at the mall too stepping the floor and visiting the places we had visited earlier that day. We decided to play our last card and we went to the Marriot. There were about 30 – 40 girls outside and I could recognize some faces which I had seen in the Peruvian fan videos. A few minutes later the bus arrived and the staff stepped down and Yoochun and Junsu after them. We shouted “hello” and they entered the building fast. That was the last time I saw them in flesh and bones. Sadly, Jaejoong wasn’t with them. Someone said on twitter he was skating, but I’m not so sure about that. I think he wasn’t feeling good by that moment, my poor boy, too many responsibilities and worries over his young shoulders. And that was all; they departed that night leaving a hollow place in our hearts but at the same time, leaving us with the satisfaction of a fulfilled goal and the happiness of meeting them as they are in reality; gorgeous, sexy and adorable human beings owners of amazing talents. And my own wishes: To continue supporting and loving them no matter the issues of their past, their present or their future because, as I said before, they are humans after all and I love and understand them for being and behaving like authentic humans because that makes them even more precious to me.
P.D. I don’t want to keep this to myself. That’s how I saw them at the concert:
Jaejoong: Beautiful from head to toe, sexy but sweet at the same time, full of energies and wanting to give everything in the stage. His muscled arms and his yummy chest; a feast to the eye.
Yoochun: How beautiful is his face; how manly and attractive is him. He was flirting all the time. The perfect balance between a gentleman and a rascal, oh yeah.
Junsu: Oh dear, I almost fainted. He was exuding sensuality when he stepped the stage. I was able to look at him as a man; gorgeous and captivating. His body, perfect and delicious. I can say now he is thinner than Jaejoong, but his charming butt is still there hard as a rock, and…. ¡what a rock!! He looked fierce and self-confident.
Now, I don’t know who I like the most because they all are absolutely stunning in their own way.
Credit/Tip: Shuheilove
Shared by: JYJ3
Chop seat!!!
Now go read~ XD
Awesome fan account @shuhei dear~ 🙂
I’m surprise you didn’t faint when talking to Chunnie or after talking to him. Hahaha^^
Deep sexy voice of Chunnie~ lucky you!
I know the experience of seeing them so close to you dear~
They really shine and at that moment, you see them and only them!
Thanks for sharing your experience.
I’m happy that you had a great time.
Baby, I was the Lady in charge of my dongsaengs and my own daughter, I had to behave properly. It wasn’t difficult, on the contrary, it was great I was able to talk to Chun in a natural way and so did him to me. I will never forget his beautiful face and his sweet smile.
@shuhei
if that’s me, maybe i’m gonna try very hard to not cry and say something to him……LOL i really need to prepare myself first for do that too
but i can imagine your situation in my mind clearly and i don’t know why myself can’t stop smiling because of that
btw thank u for share your wonderful experience , i’m really happy for u
maybe….maybe one day i also can have some experience like that with the boys
^_^
@Shuheilove Finally I get to read your experience, yeah!! Hugz~~ Happy for you ^^
Thanks sweetie. I enjoyed our JaeChunSu greatly 😉
@shadow
LOL!!
@shadow sis this is cheating LOL
blaaaa~ 😛
LOL
Ya…you chop seat ar?!! XD
This is reminding me of my own experience in Newark last year.
The feelings….so much feelings! 😀
Really can’t put them into words.
I’m so glad for you Shuhei! So much! I really hope to be able to go to another one someday soon! So hard to be patient ^^
Thanks dear 😀
¡OMG!!! I forgot to add my favorite songs: “I will protect you”, which Jaejoong sang with extreme delicacy and exuding tenderness and “Intoxication”, showing an agressive and hot Junsu and leaving me breathless, spechless and …………….. yes, in that ecstatic state 😉
i was wondering how did Jaeherm didn’t put I love u & who got capture by Junsu didn’t say about intoxication.
Don’t laugh at me, there were so many things to put in just one little fanaccount but I will be honest: The song I was expecting the most was “Intoxication”. “Uuuuhhhhh ohhhhh All right…. baby yeah…..baby yeah…..come on come on….come on come on come on…… Chisaku furu wa seru younin, kasaneau kada wa foreplay; yubisaki sagashia teta no wa deep inside deep inside deep inside crazy; touch you baby nandomo, squeeze you baby, let me feel your naughtiness; stroke you like an arpeggio yeah yeah…Tell me what you want hey hey; tell me do you want me oh no no no ; you say baby now, I know that you want me, Oh no iwasetayo baby now; kiss and touch me taste and touch me baby, nugi chirakasu make love; bite and touch me, kill and touch me baby; sore wa Intoxication……….. ¡YEAHHHHHH! ¡I love Junsu for writing this sexy song!!
@shuheilove <<<<< This is a case of intoxicated fan after seeing Junsu's intoxication,seem like the disease last long LOL.
¡Yes! I am suffering the effects of my “Xiah-Intoxication” right now LOL 😀 😀
LOL
upps….sorry @shuhei
doesn’t mean for laughing at you
even though i still can’t see our boys live but yeah….i truly understand the feeling of your addict to ‘intoxication’ because i also have same problem like u…..don’t tell me right now ‘intoxication’ still ringing in your head 😀 😀 😀
@Miaw
It has been ringing in my head since the first time I listened to it, and after looking at Junsu live performing it, and the girls by my side shouting “Take it off; take it off” to him, well, I think it became a permanent resident in my brain LOL 😛 😛
Hi Shu!!! Yeah !!! You were so lucky to see Junsu performed “INTOXICATION” & “I’ll protect you” which I didn’t get to hear…BTW, How’s your “Pack & Unpack” stuffs ? Are all done ? Take it easy…It will be done eventually…Say “Hi” to Juli….
Hi princess, my “unpacking” is starting slowly…………… I will salute her for you my dear, thanks 😀
@shuheilove
i re-read the paragraphs looking for your account on I’ll Protect You. i thought you forgot him but this compensate for the loss. your first paragraph is exactly how i am to them and how JaeChunSu are in my life right now. I admire your sensibilities and the facade of calm even in that most tempting moments/encounter with the boys. Wish i can have the chance. Thanks!
My apologies dear for my “lapsus mentis”; so many things in my head at the same time.
I was about to ask .. how come you forgot JJ’s single .. lol
btw, thanks a bunch for sharing your experience with us
I’m happy that you had a great time.
So sorry dear, it wasn’t my intention………..
@shuhei,
WoW WoW!!
Thanks for sharing, happy that you had a blast with your gal.
Seing and listening them live is like walking on th cloud nine.. rite ?
wow..tkanz shuhei..what a lovely fanaccount..your daughter is so lucky to have a very supportive mother..hehe~~
@shuheilove
My face hurt because I was reading it with a smile.Your fanaccount is unique is combination of tender love & tinge of sadness.I already Junsu will steal the show our charisma shock,he get more fierce after his “death” role in Elisabath.Most of the fan who go to concert lose their bias,which mean JYJ are perfect.thank u for the fan account
Well, well, well. This installment was definitely worth waiting for. Shuheilove my sister, this fanaccount of your experience along with those of your daughter, and friends, is so good. I especially enjoyed the touches of the personal interactions. I’m so happy you finally got a chance to see and hear them live! It truly is an experience that stays with you. You really made it sound like we were all there with you. Congrats on a wonderful, safe trip. Thank you for sharing every detail. Lots of Love. 🙂
OMG!!! Thanks to write… I was in the concert too, and well I like Jaejoong, but at the concert when I saw JUNSU
I was like omo!!… He looks so handsome .. and Why I didn’t see he in that way..like a man , of course I see the three as a man, but
you know,, Jaejoong look so sexy and Yuchun smiling.. omg I really enjoyed the concert.
“It doesn’t matter if some bad intended people try to make them look as evil and arrogant artists; that only mean they are humans, and I love them for being humans with both qualities and flaws because that makes them authentic, and I love and accept them exactly as they are.”
Dear Shuheilove – I’m thrilled, just thrilled for you! I’ve been eagerly anticipating this fanaccount and you did a great job writing it!
Even in the fanvids, Junsu’s white hot, sex infused performance came through LOUD and CLEAR. lol For me it’s a thrill that you finally got to lay eyes on Jaejoong – that must have been a magic moment. Chunnie, I know all too well, is a divine presence, there’s just no other way to say it. Charm? Look it up in the dictionary – there’s Chunnie’s 8X10. 🙂
I highlighted your quote above because what we can all never forget in the wake of this sh*tstorm of innuendo and outright character assassination is that these three are serious creative artists. They MUST be emotional and passionate in their lives in order to be that way for all of us on stage and as they record. I love them, I believe in them and I thank you for bringing them a little closer to us.
xxoo
@lilibaiyu
Hi sis!! Tim will be acting in Korea & Indonesia joint TV drama…
I want to see JYJ in flesh too, I hope someday my dream will come true.
And I envy you could talked to Chun ..if I were you I will be faint for sure lol.
I love how you describe JaeChunSu.
Jae indeed must be beautiful from head to toe, Chunnie lol he is attractive and mixed of rascal and gentle man, and Su are gorgeous and charming butt.
Thanks for the fanaccount ^__^
thank you for sharing your wonderful experience with us! I am happy you and your daughter had a blast. was your daughter in any of the previous videos btw? w/c one was she?
LOL, she is but you have to guess who……… 😉
the pretty girl with long hair and looking attractive in her tank top and shorts? if she is, then is it like Mama like daughter? hahah~
¡Oh! But she’s 25 and my girl is only 15 dear…… LOL
hahahahahah~!!! okay okay… i’ll look for her again… but not now cos im at work…
from my sis read, now ^^
OOmy…My sis @Shuheilove
you make crazy wish to see the boys …. thank you so much sister.. love your fanccount ^___________^
Wonderful, wonderful writing Suhei. I salute you for being such a model role during the concert because believe me, even at this age i dont know if i can control myself if i was there facing Chunnie personally or during the concert. All the teenage fans will be laughing at me instead … i am sure of that
If this is part 1, i am looking forward to part 2 🙂
@shuheilove
Thank u for writing ur fanacct! I love it!! Ur descriptions r so vivid I could understand very well wat u meant. Now i really can’t wait to c them for myself..
I rem seeing a vid taken by one of e Peruvian media…there were these 2 gals fr Peru being interviewed, followed by a pretty young girl fr Colombia with all her hair tied up, big round eyes n apple cheeks. I’m guessing that’s yr baby? 🙂
No dear, that wasn’t her. But she appears in the KBS report video instead LOL
Oops! anyway, I’m really happy for u thar u got to c our intoxicating Su up close n enjoyed him thoroughly. 😉 you lived to tell the tale..I think I’ll combust spontaneously if I ever c him.
LOL, I almost melted during the process and I kept thinking of him after the concert “Oh gosh, Junsu looked really gorgeous”; “What a sunning younglin”; “Oh, Junsu looked sexy”; “His body, oh dear” and so on………….. Until today ROFL!
ROFL!!! 🙂 When it’s my turn, you can laugh at me cos’ I’ll surely be the same. 🙂
thanks shuheilove for your fan account ,i love how you described JAECHUNSU…the more i wanna see them.hope my time to be a part of red ocean will be soon.
Oh, thank you Shuheilove for your wonderful fanaccount. I have translated your fanaccount part one into Chinese just before the Peru concert and put in on Baidu JYJ Bar. And Many Chinese fans appreciate your devotion to JYJ. I will continue my translation work and make sure all the fanaccount in JYJ3 will be shared by our chinese fans.
@chinalovejyj
¡oh my dear! I feel really honored. Thanks for your kindness and consideration and hugs to my lovely chinese sisters from South America.
@shuheilove Tjhank you very much for this loveeee fanaccount ^^
Wonderful! I am so happy for your experience. I hope someday to see them live…sooner than later.
There is not one person who watched these men live to say that they were not fascinated by them and loving JYJ more and more after that experience.
These men are amazing!
Thanks Shuheilove!
🙂
You made this come alive for us @shuheilove Thanks so much! I’m sure if I met any of the three in person I would fall over in a heap 😀
Retype:
@shuheilove
I didn’t see u on Twitter when I came back my dearest. I read your story on http://jyj3.net/2012/03/19/fanaccount-jyj-in-peru-the-end-of-a-chronicle-a-wonderful-dream-becoming-true/
Quite long but it’s detailed written. I felt like I was experiencing the story while reading that.
@As an adult woman with responsibilities, I behaved properly all the time and to be honest, that wasn’t a problem
I was impressed. I think I would lose myself screaming for Jaejoong and might lose my boy in my own hysteria…. LOL
@Jaejoong: Beautiful from head to toe, sexy but sweet at the same time, full of energies and wanting to give everything in the stage. His muscled arms and his yummy chest; a feast to the eye.
Gosh! I can kill someone for that experience!
Thanks for sharing my dearest sis! Some photos later?
All the fans anticipated that concert and now they create awesome memories
Wow I loved the way describe your emotions after the concert, I somehow feel the same way, the only thing that can top seeing them perform is to see them again.. And again and so on. Anyway you put a huge smile in my face when you described Junsu, he is the man PERIOD. I remember a couple years ago when I was getting into them, that after a certain time I fell x almost all the members except Junsu, hahaha but after the concert he is my bias!! I still can’t believe I lost so much time without noticing him my eyes were stuck on him after his very first step during “empty” I was really close and all of a sudden he appeared in front of me… What a wonderful night I wish all the bad things could just pass so we can hope x another stop at South America, I’ll never lose the faith 🙂
@Shuheilove…
Wow! Just WOW!!!
You actually spoke to Yoochun and you were calm and collected!
If it was me, most probably instead of asking if he was lost
I would be spewing nonsense like..”You want me? I want You!”
Thanks sweetie for the long most anticipated fanacct.
Happy for you that you and your baby had a fantastic time together.
”I would be spewing nonsense like..”You want me? I want You!”
LOL hahahaXD
shuhei, this is one lovely fanaccount, darling ! i can’t help but feeling JAElous, but excited reading it through. especially the part when you met yoochun ! oh my God, if it’s me, i don’t know what i’m gonna do. but i know i would drop something, maybe my bag, or maybe got tripped or anything, lol !
thank you for your story, it makes me want to see them so baaaaddd… !!!
wonderful account! so happy for you.
“Now, I don’t know who I like the most because they all are absolutely stunning in their own way”
this is what happens when you get to see them live and get to know about them more. they are all so precious and so amazing that is it so hard to choose a fave. cause there are special things about each one to love and cherish!
Annyeong Omma!!^__^ you promised us a fan account and you delivered superbly!! very detailed yet forgetting some key parts eh?? lol but of course we forgive you.. I especially loved reading the personal encounter with Chunnie.. Ooh I’m so jelly!!! 😀 I’m glad you and Juli enjoyed yourselves thoroughly and came back safe. Keep those videos safe too for your future reliving!! 🙂
Of course my girl, I will do so 😉
LOL, now I remeber why I forgot about “Intoxication”. The vid I took is so blurry at the beginning that I decided to ignore it and forget it to keep my good mood. It seems I did a great job. 😦 My PTB Jae payed the price as well 😦 I feel truly sorry…….
Thanks to all my dear sisters in JYJ3 for your kindness and generosity. I hope you really enjoyed reading my chronicle. I wrote it with my heart.