저는 오늘 있었던 기사를 번복 하고 해명하기 위해 이 글을 쓰는 것이 아닙니다. 문득 그런 생각이 들었습니다. 혹자는 사실이 아닌 내용을 사실인듯 맥락을 짜 맞추어 저를 사기꾼으로, 비도덕적인 사람으로 만들었는데 왜 저는 공인이란 이유로 “어쩔 수 없다”라는 결론에 도달 해야 하는가. 라는 의문 입니다. 2-3년 전 제가 공사비 지불을 하지 않았다는 주장으로 저는 긴 법정공방을 벌였고 진실게임이 끝났지만 그 당시 저에게 손가락질한 사람들은 제가 승소를 했건 진실이 밝혀졌건 관심 조차 없었습니다.
저는 14년 아이돌 가수로 활동 했고, 내일 모레는 제 일생에 또 다른 의미의 군 복무가 기다리고 있습니다. 이제 1년 9개월 잠시 연예계를 떠나니 눈감고 귀닫자 생각을 했는데 갑자기 문득 이것은 명예훼손을 넘은 인격 살인이라는 생각이 들었습니다.
제가 슈퍼카를 소유하고 좋은 집에 사는 배경에는 비도덕과 부당이익이 있었을거라 생각 하시는 분들이 있는데 저는 단 한번도 타인에게 피해를 입혀 이익을 취득한 적이 없습니다.
꿈의 공간을 만들어 보고자 호텔을 만들어 보자는 생각을 했고 운영 하면서 비전문가 경영진들에게 맡겨 두다 보니 여러가지로 힘든 일도 많이 겪었고 호텔 경영으로 이익이 생기진 않았습니다.
예 제가 호텔 소유자로 경영에서 이익을 내지
못한 잘못이 있습니다. 하지만 그럴 때마다 제가 끊임 없는 연예 활동으로 가진 제 개인 소득을 호텔 경영에 보탰습니다. 직원들 월급은 지키기 위해 개인 부동산이나 재산을 처분 하기도 했습니다. 경영이 꿈만 가지고 되는 일은 아니라는 것도 배웠습니다. 하지만 결코 저는 부당이익을 취하거나 비도덕적 행위를 한 바 없습니다. 도 관계자 분들도 제 매각의 배경을 알고 있고 또 수 년간 제주를 위한 갖가지 일정과 프로젝트에 동참 했기 때문에 오히려 감사한 마음이라고 하셨습니다.
기사는 반대였죠. 저는 먹튀 였고 공공의 돈을 취득한 사람 처럼 순식간에 결론이 내려졌습니다. 아닙니다. 정말 아닙니다. 사실과 다릅니다. 그렇지 않습니다. 아무리 외치고 해명해 보아도 아무도 들어주지 않습니다.
그리고 아니였음 됐지. 그러니까 그런 이슈를 왜 제공하냐고 하실 수 있겠죠. 하지만 정말 그런 사실이 절대 없는데 제가 받은 수치심과 상처는 누가 치유해줄지요
호텔을 통해 수익도 없었고 저는 최근에는 경영 악화로 제가 개인적으로 번 가수로서의 소득도 모두 호텔로 들어갔지만 전 후회하지 않습니다.
그리고 제가 매각을 결정한 것은 전문 경영인과 함께해 이 호텔과 직원들이 더 좋은 미래를 만나길 바라는 마음이었습니다.
그것은 제가 전역 한 후에 증명 되겠죠. 하지만 또다시 아무도 관심 없으리라 생각 합니다.
그래서 이 글이 부질 없다는 것도 잘 압니다. 하지만 훗날 제 진실을 마주한 순간 그래 저 사람은 그렇게 말했었지. 사실이 아니라고 했었지. 라고 외쳤던 제 지금의 목소리를 기억해 주시길 바라는 마음에서 글을 썼습니다. 읽어주셔서 감사합니다.
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Source: xiaxiaxia1215
Translation by: @ohmyjunsu
Shared by: JYJ3
I have no words to describe how I feel about these so-called news sites. To slander a man who is in 2 days is about to serve the country that you live in, just screams volumes on their character.
Who believes that Junsu would do this?
I read somewhere that he paid the full year salary for the teachers in Cambodia because he was enlisting. We only knew that because of the students(he did it in secret)
Just continuous slander that only reaps pain.
I appreciate him talking about it and not keeping it repressed inside. Let it out and say the truth and be free Junsu whether they believe you or not.
Couldn’t you let him enlist in peace, you evil beings? This man has the purest heart and will never hurt anybody or cause them pain. He is beauty and you just can’t let him or JYJ be.
I hope he can find a way to not let it affect his enlistment and he can go in peace.
We are here for you Junsu, we’ll always be here.
The amount of pain that his words hold is just heartbreaking.
“[My intentions] will probably be proven after I have completed my military enlistment. But I believe that once again, no one will care by then. I know that writing out this post is futile. But I write this hoping that when people come face-to-face with my truth in the future, they will remember the words I am shouting out [to the world] now, that this isn’t true. Thank you for reading this.”
Remember when they were saying the Hotel didn’t pay constructions company the same people hating on Junsu now were hating on Junsu then, but when it was proven the construction companies were lying and Junsu sued them for false accusations and defamation and he won the lawsuit all those haters disappeared and now they are out again and once Junsu will prove Dispatch liars I’m sure those haters will disappear again I just don’t understand what kind of satisfaction they exactly get from hate. and those haters are always the same category: 99% HoMin stans+ SM stans… are they that bitter JYJ succeeded without their stupid comany SM ? SM entertanment is the icon of criminals from the owner who was once in the wanted list of the korean interpol to managers who are were caught running from paying Taxes, to blacklisting other singers to mistreating their idols, seriously a complete irony those stupid stans who are always following JYJ members to hate on them are insults to human beings.
Dear Junsu, It breaks my heart to read your message. But you are not right – there are many of us who listen to you and believe each word you say. What is even more, even if you say nothing we know that all these are the lies of envious, bitter people whose only happiness is to ruin the life of those who succeeded.
We know that since the age of 11 you never had a break, you turned the nights into days, practising dance steps, developing your vocals, writing, composing. There is hardly any man that is more sincere than you are. You sacrificed your childhood, your teenage years and your twenties to make others happy.
To throw such accusations at you just a couple of days before you go to serve your country is not just evil, it is cruel. Please, be assured that there are many of us who stand by you. We know you will do your service with honour and we are waiting for you till we meet again. Hold your head high for your heart is pure and you are innocent.
Thank you. Thank you anna liza p m, for your well-stated sentiments. You have spoken for me as well, and offered the words of encouragement and support to Junsu that I hope he hears many, many times. I think he did absolutely the right thing in addressing this issue promptly, publicly, and in the manner he has; and so have you! Thank you.
Thanks, Rabi. I spoke what my heart felt. I only wish his manager or staff from CJes could collect all positive comments and submit them to Junsu. Even though he won’t have the time to read them, the sheer volume of the love pouring out from the fans may warm his heart at least a little bit.
I’m with you, Junsu. Not only are you a great artist but you have dignity, too.
I can feel the pain so much. Gosh, I hope letting this out gives him some peace of mind. Why can’t they leave these guys alone?!
Dear Junsu, you always put your mind, body and soul into your work and we know you will do no less in your enlistment. Wishing you nothing but peace of mind, good health and happiness as you go forward. You are great, and we hope you always remember that you have many MORE lovers than haters. Stay strong.
As junsu said they didn’t bother to read. If he didn’t pay them then I would question that action but he did. Even though delays. Anyways netizen aren’t the ones who supported him through rough and good times. Fans did. Heck they turn a blind eye on jyj being banned so he shount care on what they say and enlist safely
There were never delays. The payments were always full and on time supported by his personal profits from singing and acting. That’s why he wrote this post because they wrote false articles and presented it as the truth.
Idk but from dispatch article it says delay for certain months
He wrote this because they presented him as this person who takes the profit from the hotel for himself and never pays employees, they supported this claim with his bank statement showing transactions between the hotel & Junsu’s personal account but the truth was he was giving employees money from his personal account not taking from the hotel to profit himself. So, they reported the complete opposite of the truth. He was giving money to people not taking it and it was always on time.
I wanted to cry when I read this. My heart breaks for the unjust things said about him. There is no sin in struggling to run a profitable business. He has taken many steps to make it better, including selling the businnes at a personal loss to others who could professionally manage it. He worked continuously at an incredible pace the last two years. Perhaps that was to help keep the hotel running and the employees paid.
I understand there are lots of hateful comments, but I don’t read Kirean so I don’t know. This is cruel and unfair to him and my heart hurts. His fans certainly know better and will continue to support him while he is away. serving his country.
I can’t help but feel that this was a predetermined attack on Junsu, specifically to harm his enlistment and make it seem worthless and done by a con man or a thief.
Won’t they ever leave JYJ alone?
It’s been 8 years already. Leave them be.
I’m upset, very upset i going to cry, they keep doing things to Junsu, when everything is calm, that all of them are okay something happens that hurts them. I know that everything is a lie and we will always be supporting you. Come back safe and wiser. I going to punch somebody for all this
I wish I could somehow express to Junsu that none of his fans care about any of this. The man is a great artist – no exaggerated claims of immoral wrong-doing will ever change that.
You know what – I’m getting really really tired of this. These sanctimonious hypocrites at the K-Pop fansites can all shout their lungs out. It’s not going to change anything. Junsu’s fans will still be Junsu’s fans.
This was pretty heartbreaking to read. I wish there were some sort of law that would prevent reporters from making claims if they don’t have concrete evidence to support it. It’s a shame that there will be people that will only read these first couple of articles and then forever base their judgment on that misinformation even when the facts get published in the future. Its like Yoochun’s case all over. Despite how much evidence there is to prove his innocence, there are still some people who refuse to look at any other information that doesn’t back up the first fictitious defamatory claims they read about. But who cares what those people have to say anyway, I doubt Junsu’s fans will abandon him just like that without any proof. Afterall, it isn’t anything new to see the media reporting negative articles against JYJ, so everytime something like this is reported, the fans, at least most of them anyway. already know not to jump to conclusions or to believe every article they see blindly because we know there are people out there who will not stop until they see JYJ disappear, and we won’t give those people the satisfaction of letting them see us divided and weak. Junsu did a good thing to express his opinion, bottling up emotions is never healthy and I’m sure many comments on his post will be encouraging and will prove his worries wrong, because there are many people who do care about him and won’t turn their backs on him that quickly.
Yes, like Yuchun’s case all over again. What a coincidence! NOT.
This just breaks my heart to read Junsu’s pain over this situation. I was, at first, sorry to hear of the sale, albeit, a sensible business transaction; I had no idea some took this opportunity to slander Junsu over it!!! This young man has worked tirelessly these last two years, not only to uphold the JYJ name, but to make sure bills were payed; on time, and out of his own personal account! I wish I could express, in person, the joy and happiness I’ve received from watching Junsu and having his music over the years. I’d like to let him know that we’ll be waiting for him, with pride, when his duty to his country is done.
Stay strong junsu ya,we always believe in you
Junsu’s letter is one of the saddest things I’ve ever read. There is such pleading and sadness in the tone of what he wrote….it brings you to tears. That pleading sincerity and yet hopeless of it all at the end…what can you say to it? The slander of the media is unbelievable! What happened to Yuchun and now this!?! More and more I’m of the opinion there is a concerted effort by someone to discredit these men and halt their careers.
Stay strong Junsu …. we fans would never believe such lies! We will really miss you and your talent for this time that you’re gone! Thank you for speaking out against this slander!
And don’t forget that quickly slapped down attempt to paint Jaejoong as an immoral man who doesn’t respect women. Oh, yes the flying monkeys are at it again, we all know their M.O. It’s slander, then lots of “netizens” fanning the flames, with fansites like AllK-Pop and KoreaBoo adding their 2 cents to the indignation factor. And judging by, oh for instance the size of the crowd at Day 1 Yokohama, it’s not having much of an effect. JYJ and its members just keep going strong, gaining fans, practicing their art, getting better and better. #XIADon’tWorry #We Are With You
Oh mercy, that’s right…..that was while I was still in jet lag. It was a bit of a tempest in a teapot though wasn’t it? I’ve not looked, but it has gone away? This stuff is really a haunting for them….ever looming, trying to discredit them at every turn. Since I don’t follow other stars much….do others have these issues that are as blown out of proportion as our JYJ men have?
Yes, I think it has largely died down. It was so completely ridiculous. You know, I know of a few other stars’ problems that have been publicized so it’s not necessarily just JYJ. I think the vicarious thrills ordinary folks get in building these celebs up in order to gleefully tear them down again is more or less human nature.
nicely stated! junsu we stand by you!
why can’t they just leave JYJ alone? haven’t they hurt Junsu enough already? what will it take to shut them up and make them turn on someone else or better yet, self destruct? i hope that Junsu knows his fans are behind him 100% and will not listen to or believe the lies others try to tell. Junsu, go into your service with a clear free conscious and wait for us cause we will be right there waiting for you too! i wish i could hug you and comfort your weary heart and mind. be strong. be happy cause you have done nothing wrong. we love you we are with you we will wait for you.
I think they can’t leave JYJ alone because SM is behind all of this. They swore to the members that if they left, if they sued they would be FINISHED as entertainers. Their careers would be over. And they haven’t been – far from it. This must enrage Lee Soo Man like nothing else. SM with all their might, money and power in the industry has not been able to shut down these three young men!
Yes, true,..that is the big bump SM ever had, it remains to be the main reason why SM can’t ever let go..other artist that leave their shelter they have been shut down or careers is controlled not to cross path with their top earners…but JYJ is the only one who continue to be successful on their own and those who have the chance to work with them have only good words and praise…and SM hate that positivity.
Well said very wise
This is heartbreaking but i appreciate Junsu’s gestures in doing this..considering that those lowlife (as i would like to call them) would always find a leeway to twist the truth,continue to be a pest since it happens to be their only goals in life..the day that i’ve known JYJ, there they are trooping in their tail ever since,.hiding behind decency but in truth they have a corrupted mind.
Business is business there are ups and down..Junsu is a hardworking and generous person,contributing his own income not gaining a profit….
Junsu,..only those who believe the worst can do the worst, and those who care are the one that loves and support you always.
Yes, business has ups & downs. It is not Junsu’s fault because the hotel is not profitable. It IS business decision whatever happened to the hotel, not personal. Junsu, I believe in you & will always be with you ❤️
It is mind boggling that the slander is never ending for jyj. Thank you, Junsu, for responding to all these spurious claims. I know it is hard and frustrating to find that all these years of hard work have been impacted by a few twisted articles and at this time when you are facing a major change in your life you have to address even more problems. Just know that your words are listened to and your fans are grateful that you are here. We will be waiting for you!
It’s so heartbreaking to read his post. At times like this I wish I knew the members personally & could reassure them of our never-ending, love, faith & respect for them. The haters & the sanctimonious, self-righteous hypocrites on Kpop blogs can keep their venom – most of them are teenagers who have no knowledge or experience of real life tbw, yet are always so quick to think they know everything & that they have the right to be judge, jury & executioners even when they only know a distorted or outright deceptive fraction of the real story. They’re self-righteous bullies & not worth wasting our time or emotions on.
Stay strong Junsu. We fans who know & love you KNOW you would never take advantage of anyone else, that you would never do any of the things Dispatch accused you of – their claims are ludicrous to all of us who know & love you. It breaks my heart to think that one of the reasons you’ve been working so, so hard has been to cover all those employees wages & that your hard work, good will & care for your employees has been twisted into the opposite. No matter what happens, we’ll be here waiting for you, supporting you in your service & excitedly anticipating your return to us. 💖💖💖
@ Sapphire You know I feel exactly same. I feel the need just for a personal touch, just to say softly, I believe in you. You will be alright. But there is also another, angry and frustrated side to me that wishes to go punch those vile creatures and shut them up.
I feel you, @ Sapphire .
You too, @ Anna Liza .
The whole issue is so simple and they twisted it and made it into fraud.
The hotel was built for his parents, they managed it, didn’t work out, and a new manager replaced them. That’s it. No delayed or unpaid wages or fraud. Just a simple change in management like every other business out there.
Also, they were trying to paint Junsu’s family as malicious.
Now, how does Junsu or his family feel when they see such reports or comments? Saying his mother and father are bad and don’t care for Junsu, when they are one of the most loving families I have ever seen. That is just plain hurtful when they are about not going to see their son as much because of his service.
I feel deep inside my heart his pain for the injustice he has to deal very often.Our Junsu is a one of a kind person which one can feel proud of just knowing him.A strong,brave,honest,decent,considerate,most of all a just person who wants everyone to share equal rights and happiness and he gives happiness without hesitating even by putting his health into danger zone.It’s such a shame there are too many narrow minded,ill spirited people standing on his way and he always has to fight against them.Yet it can gladly be seen Junsu is and will be the winner each time because of his good heart and noble spirit.As a fan of age 50,I can say specially in his fame and success,there are not many artist who is as decent, innocent but clever and mature as our Junsu.We’ll be fighting along with you till the end..Wishing you all the blessings in life ahead dear Mr.Songman!